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[06 Jun 2008|12:06am]  yeah so idk what to write about. my moms a fucking idiot. but im not getting into that. works been good. im making money. eh i dont want to write in here. peace, post comment

[23 May 2008|03:08pm] i am so  sick of driving my dad places at early times in the morning. gahh. oh well. i start a job tonight woo woo. i really need to rent the car for florida soon. yeah. michele wants me and lauren to go to cape cod with her. idk if ill be able to though. but it would be fun. wed go to province town. woo! i love it. i want to go to a club there but michele would shoot that down really fast. lol. haha. so hopefully ill be able to go but idk. yeah. omg my mom is so annoying!!!! shoot me. post comment

[22 May 2008|10:49pm] i  havent written in here in a couple days. so i went for an interview at the hospital, the guy was laid back and nice and kinda cute lol. he was young so its not gross. idk if ill ge tthe job though. hes gonna call me either way. but i do have a job now, i start tomorrow. at the raceway in beacon. and if i get the job at the hospital im planning to keep it. so ill have 2 jobs woo. yesterday me and lauren and katie went to stew leonards lol. we got sparkling lemonade, and stuff for my dad. then we went for a bike ride and went to the park and sat there and talked and then came back home and watch this movie called joshua. it was weird and had a bad ending but w/e. yeah. i have to get up earlyish tomorrow to take my dad to physical therapy so im going to bed now. post comment

[17 May 2008|06:04pm]  im so fucking bored. ive been sitting at home all day doing nothing. suckyness. thats why i need the job. im kinda nervous to do the interview but it should be good. hoepfully. and ill get the job! lol. idk. im watching this thing about abusive relationships and its scary. yeah. ive eaten pretty good today. for once. im playing boggle. woo. not. my mom annoys the crap out of me. thank god shes been home all day. yup. i think im going to my dads tomorrow and monday cuz of his hip. my brothers with him now. yeah. i want to kill my dog, hes been barking at everything and idk why. oh well. post comment

gross.. [17 May 2008|02:48pm] im so tired. i slept til 12 today. it was nice cuz ive been getting up crazy early. i really like my hair cut. woo. the guy from the hospital called and wants ti set up an interview! yay. hopefully i get the job cuz its 12 dollars an hour. yeah. well idk what else to write. post comment

[15 May 2008|06:29pm]  I'm growing up again... I'm learning to accept that all good things must come to an end. I'm growing up again... I'm trying to understand what it's like To let go of a friend.   post comment

it's over!! [14 May 2008|03:55pm]  Does the last person you shared a bed/couch with mean anything to you? best friend Are you dating the last person you kissed? nope nope Can you handle the truth? surely Do you kiss a lot of people? nope If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be? with people Do you think your last ex deserves to die? not at all Would you rather have loved and lost, or never have loved at all? Loved and lost Have you ever streaked across a football field? no Your most recent ex says he/she loves you, you say: id be like wtf and then say sorry the feeling isnt mutual How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking? depends Who do you trust the most in your life? myself Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone? i choose not to listen to them How long ago did you hug someone? last night Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker? coffee, but alcohols nice lol Do you find it easier to forgive or forget? Forgive Have you ever talked to someone when they were high? yuppers What gets you happy? Good friends, good music, and good times (i agree with the person who did this prior to me) Who was the last person you yelled at? umm idk Do you know anyone who's addicted to any drugs? yeah Last night, did you go to sleep smiling? not really Where did you sleep last night? My bed Did you have a good day yesterday? i was at the hospital pretty much all day What was the highlight of today? i got my hair cut Do you hate anyone? nope When was the last time you bought something? dd iced latte today Have you ever told someone you love them? yeah Do you play an instrument? no, im not talented What’s the reason behind your myspace display name? it would be my name Is there anyone you call baby? no no Have you ever dated someone older than yourself? yeah, everyones older than me Is your phone within a meter radius of you? yup What are you wearing? a girly shirt, jeans What color is the thing you are sitting on right now? redish What is bothering you right now? nothing much Was last New Year's enjoyable? It was alright I'll bet you miss someone right now? friends What is your desktop picture? katherine moening, or however its spelt Do you shop for clothes? no, but i need to Where do you think your best friend is right now? home Who else is in the room with you right now? my mother, whos fucking driving me nuts Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? mhmm Do you have any enemies? not really, im trying to stay away from the whole enemy thing Ever fell in a hole? umm no lol What last made you sad? thinking about things i shouldnt be thinking about i guess post comment

[13 May 2008|07:39pm] wow, I haven't wrote in here for a week. lol. yeah. I've been busy. My dad has his hip replacement today. I was at the hospital from 8am to like 3:30. im soooo tired. A shot at love is on tonight, and Laurens coming over to watch it with me. woo. lol. yeah. I really need a job. i went to gloria jeans and it was a disaster. they couldnt find my application, and the guy couldnt understand me and a bunch of other crap. ive decided i dont feel like writing here anymore lol. im done for the day. post comment

[06 May 2008|05:55pm]  so im going home thursday!!! excitedness. im ready to get tomorrow over with and then my finals thursday and then home! im going on a bike ride when i get home lol. yeah. and im going to see perfect thyroid next friday i think.. woo. and then rx bandits in august. and then florida in august. woo woo. yeah. lalalalalalalalalala. yeah. ive been taking crazy amounts of naps, it bad. im tired all the time! yeah so idk. post comment

[03 May 2008|04:29pm]  the only thing left constant is a change <<< new favorite quote!!! lol yeah. ive tried writing my research paper and i worked on it for a couple hours but ive lost the motivation. im like half way done.  woo. and ill finish it tomorrow and then im good. so idk. brandon is being an ass and going to lose jason if he doesnt see that hes hurting their relationship. it makes me want to punch him. oh well. ahh i cant believe this semester is over! woo. i cant wait to leave cuz people have feelings for me that i just dont have back and they made it awkward like woah. lol thats really not my main reason for leaving. haha. i just hate mansfield. ive been here long enough. yeah. so now im gonna study a bit for micro. post comment

[01 May 2008|08:47pm] i just heard something i didnt want to lol. oh well. people should know not to tell me things like that cuz its gross. yeah. anyways i realy cant wait for the end of next week! im gonna do something and im actually excited. haha. i never thought i would be. i love how im like im never gonna do this and then i end up wanting to or something. im a weirdo. lalalalalalalalala. yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah. its kinda chilly in my room. weird. well im gonna go do stuffs! post comment

[01 May 2008|03:38pm] so i think i had something to write about in here earlier but now i forgot. lol. oh well. the last class of personal finance was today! yay! and the final sounds like a joke. surprise surprise. yeah so thats it. only a week left here. the only final that im nervous about it my oral comm one cuz i have no idea how to answer any of the questions. ughhhhh. oh well. this weekend i have to write my research paper for composition. that shouldnt be too hard. yeah idk what to write! so im done. post comment

[29 Apr 2008|02:10pm]  Who was the last person you fell asleep on or rested on? brandon lol Who was the last person to call you? hmm idk Do you drink more water or juice? water Are you there for your friends? yeah Who was the last person you vented out to? idk, lauren? If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be? it really wouldnt matter much   How different are you from three years ago? a lot different i think   How about two years ago? different When' s the next time you will see the person you like? i dont like anyone Have you ever cried and didn't know why? yes Your view on weed? im really not sure anymore Do you hate being alone? sometimes it sucks What' s your favorite color ? red Do you get along with girls ? yeah What are you doing right now? This.   List a fact about the last person you kissed? idk   Do you think you're old? nope   Are you afraid of the dark? not really Do you like your life at the moment? pretty much Ever talked to someone that was drunk? yeah How tall is the person you like? i dont like anyone Do you have good vision? in  one eye   Have you ever lost a friend? yuppers Did you have a dream last night? not that i remember   Have you ever crawled through a window? a ton of times What should you really be doing right now? working on an outline Can you handle the truth? yes What was the most recent thing you bought? pizza hut What song are you listening to now? the computer noise Last person you were in the car with besides your family? brandon and jequaii! How often do you talk on the phone? almost daily   Are you currently frustrated with someone? nope What did you do today? shower, class, jazzmans, sleep, soon another class Name something you cant live without? music Have you made a prank phone call? not really   Currently wanting anything? to go home Do you use chapstick? id die without it When was the last time you cried? last night Are you thinking about something right now? nope Where is your ex? idk   Do you like your hair? no, it needs to grow   Have you ever broken your arm? yeah Full House or Brady Bunch? full house Do you have any scars? yeah Relationships or one night stands? relationship When was the last time you talked to the boy/girl you like? i dont like anyone really Are you married? nope Do you have a friend that starts with the letter J? yeah What month is it? April What is on your mind? the stupid class i have in a couple min post comment

[29 Apr 2008|12:18am]  so i just randomly started thinking about stephs white dog and it made me cry. it weird cuz it wasnt my dog or anything but i liked it. and it wasnt just oh thats sad tear cry. yeah. it was an actual cry. and it happened a while ago so yeah. idk. sadness. i still want to cry too but my roomates stil up and everything. obviously i didnt get to sleep. i think my perspective on everything has changed so so much. in a good way though. like seriously im not wasting my time being a bitch. its just stupid and doesnt do anything except make people mad or w/e. it wont fix anything. yeah. so if im a bitch people should tell me from now on. cuz sometimes i act bitchy without even realizing it. so im wearing pjs that are pretty much really old and they have holes in them but i love them and wont throw them out til i cant wear them anymore. they have rubber duckies on them. lol. i have a matching top but i never wore it really. yeah so i guess now im gonna try to sleep again. . . . post comment

[28 Apr 2008|11:23pm]  my stomach hurts so bad! oh well. im like stressing over a stupid outline for a stupid paper. i hate my teacher. lol. yeah. other than that im really ready to go home. yayayayay. im going to see perfect thyroid at the chance on uhh may 16th. for $7! woo woo. with other good bands. and im dragging my brother along too. lol.  and lauren! my brothers my new concert buddy. lol. im really hot. ughh. so i took a long nap today. it was nice. i love naps. my goals for summer: meet people, go out with people, have fun, and not be serious. we'll see how that works out. it probably wont. lol. ill live. now id just love to fall asleep. night.   post comment

[27 Apr 2008|12:46am] so so so so so so so...im bored. yup. and kinda tired. so we got our florida tickets today. its official! yeah. i just need to get through these last 11 days! yeah. it shouldnt be hard. yeah. i ned to lose weight, or tone up. w/e. but im not starting that til after here. cuz i have like 50 flex dollars to spend and i can only spend them on food and drinks so yeah.  lalalalaalalala. post comment

let it rain let it pour [26 Apr 2008|04:46pm] so i hate my period! the end. lol yeah. im bored and want to do something. i dont know what brandon and jason are doing. well i have an idea lol. unless his roomates in the room. hahahaha. ok. anyways.... i want to play with my cosmic catch ball. yeah i dont act my age. its a good thing though. its freezing in my room. but it could be hot so im not really complaining.  im listening to ok go. i love them! yeah. music is  amazing. yeah, today i did extra credit hw. and tomorrow i ahve to work on a reseach paper thing. but it should be easy. i hate the topic its on though. i cant wait to leave here. 12 days! i think. yeah. its crazy. im gonna miss my friends here though. : ( i might of lost a bf but i made good friends. so i guess that makes up for it a little. not saying that she was replacable. none of my friends are. yeah. im hopeing to get a tattoo for my birthday. yeah. ughh u keep getting chills. whaaaa. lol. i got ice cream yesterday at the ice cream place here and it was a ton. and i got a small. that was on me and brandons day of silence walk. lol. and we rented crappy movies. haha. yeah so im gonna go find something to do! post comment

[26 Apr 2008|12:00pm] i guess the glo thing didnt turn out too well. i thought it would of since there was like a bunch of people that said they were attending on facebook. but i guess not. i think they should of put flyers up that were colorful cuz i barely noticed the one that were up. yeah. but thats just my opinion. yeah, we watched stupid movies that werent exactly good last night lol. oh well. and got pizza hut that i really didnt need. oh well. yeah so now im gonna do some hw.   post comment

[25 Apr 2008|03:55pm] im really fucking bored. woo. i dont want to do hw cuz i already did some and yeah. im pretty pretty happy. woot woot. like i dont remember a time recently when i was this happy.  yeah. but i think im sickly. oh well. lalalalalalalalalalalalalala. yeah i have no idea what to write. i tried being silent today but it didnt work lol. thats kinda weird to say since im quiet and rellay didnt talk to people last semester. now i do and yeah. weird for me i guess. but i see how easy it is to get unfocused on school. lol. it  kinda sucks. oh well only 2 more weeks! yayayayay. so facebook has this like chat thing and me and lauren were using it this afternoon. lol. so i want to know if my friend has a fake id cuz im not sure how he gets alcohol from bars lol. yeah. these ants in my room are killing me. ugghhhh. yeah. sooooo idk.   post comment

[24 Apr 2008|03:36pm]  so i just got my period woo! not. yeah. hmm lets see. oh so i was thinking and i think friends can break your heart. mhmm. idk why i was thinking of that but yeah. so i e-mailed motion city soundtrack like forever ago cuz i was bored and one of them e-mailed me back. lol. i was surprised cuz i wasnt expecting anything since they prob get like thousands a day. but yeah. pretty cool. i have the worse headache. and im an idiot and packed my advil away. oh actually i have a travel one. its all good. im gonna take that. yeah so idk what else to write. the semesters almost over. yay! and i might be going to see rx bandits in the city. and ani difranco is playing somewhere near home but its like $35 and i dont want to spend that much. im listening to rbf! theyre amazing! yeah ok im done with this.   post comment

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